Friday, August 14, 2009
ok... since she is still in denial of things are always in my wrong... jus let her continue livin in tat cos yep... there are so amny things she have done even her EX-frens are unhappy abt the way she treated me... as in.. yeh shld her frens side her? ,maybe tats why she broke off r/s with them... well.. who cares... let them treat this post as a hallucination too cos my purpose of this post isnt for them ^^ since quoted frm her,"i always like to think abt bad stuffs for my r/s and u can say i m not liek normal gals" den ok.. i announce u as abnormal ba... findin the pessimistic side in every r/s u can dig out with... and ya... now u FORCE ME TO SAY EVERY SHYT U HAVE DONE FOR OUR THIS R/S
when u promised me u will let me visit ur parents soon... when was it? procrastinating ever since ur first CA till we broke up... jus tell me after As str8 and i wun do any shyt... why nid to reassure me that u will let them know abt our r/s b4 every exam? haha dun say my parents... her sec sch frens are also shock when i told them that...
if u wanna pay for my food and tell ur frens that i dun pay for ur food after our r/s... den dun pay for it cos yeh i can afford food for u... if u rmb i always pay for u and u said this... 'frm now on u will pay for the next meal if i pay for this meal' come on... liek i say frm the previous post... if u realli, realli wanna tell ur frens abt this 'incy bitsy' info... why not tell them a bigger info? maybe our sex life or some monthly anniversary surprises? i mean if u wanna tell them in every detail why not let them indulge in our whole r/s?
when u are down u expect me to be dere for u and i always does, but when i m down, u say ur'e busy for ur exams and dun think too much... so think abt this part...
when ur'e sick, i will rush down to ur house str8 after sch to take care of u... but u? think abt it... for our r/s i have been sick for 4 times and tell me which on these 4 times u came? none...
lets move to end of last yr when i visited u b4 going vietnam the next day... yeh i m at fault for wanting to cook for u but think abt this... why cant i cook for u? does wantin to buy some food frm downstairs can lead up to a fierce quarrel for a whole day b4 u found out u were at fault and hugged me for 30 mins sayin sorry?
If u think that i MIGHT feel like this or that... ASK... cos i can tell u wad i realli feel... yes u dunno me well and i swear that i m realli tryin my best to know u well frm the start of our r/s and i m not jokin
if u can say i m being stubborn and wadsoever which i can swear i m realli that.. i can plainly tell u that u r selfish in these ways and this isnt all and u do know... if u wanna dig out all my past wrong doings i also can... i m jus playin by ear, countering pain with pain :) but i dun wan it... cos i know if i do that in the past we will turn out ugly like now... and i can say again ur guy stepped on my tail. also if u wanna hate me for this and i'll tell u... u have changed... ever since ur sch starts u ahve changed alot... not onli me... ur sec sch frens told me too...thats after u stop meetin them... they wan to help u but u also... see the bad side of them and chose to be with ur new cliques... i dun realli care much that time cos u seems to still forgive me for my actions but yeh didnt know deep in ur heart u're jus a ticking time bomb that countdown to every of my mistakes no matter big or small ain't i right?
yeh it finally blew off and i wun wan u to tink abt our happy times too cos i know u wun too. i m realli washing my matter for u since our 'close fren' deal is turn off by u when i didnt do anything to aggravate this matter first... so yeh thnks for everything for this one yr... frm our fun times to our chaotic times...
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